finally finished all the exam le...over d le..wee~2mr is 2008 last day le...emm 2009 coming soon le...must hao hao plan my new year eve,christmas not happy d so new year must happy happy...hehe...2mr bf will took leave then we go out whole day...wee~but dunoe where to go le...emm people any suggestion???still rmb last year went celebrates wit sw,ml,jas,bf and sc...but tis year less sc d...and think jas wont celebrates wit us le...last year me n bf still not yet couple and is the 1st time we hang out togather,but tis year we couple d..so must hao hao de treasure...:)

tis year...many thing was happened....of coz got good or got bad...the bad thing happend tis year i think is really make me cant forget it in my whole life...btw i miss HIM...alot alot...the 1 million star got a guy look alike wit him,so i always told my sis "he haven die yet,he just went taiwan for the singing competition..." sigh~

tis year always has argument wit bro,bro grow up d le...he is not longer tat 'little didi" for me le...ya aso de,i should not campur tangan so much on his thing,he noe hw to think aso...and sis aso i think dun need to care them so much d...they grow up le...they grow up i should be happy coz dun need like a nanny always nag here nag there..

emm n tis year my friendship soso oni...sumtime good sumtime bad...but overall still ok la...my gal i still always heart them,n my bro...:)

tis year march...he enter t my life..emm wat i can say is thx he always be there for me...:)

emm suddenly feel lazy to continue to type d...emm update if i feel wan to..hehe..

wish everyone happy new year 2009...:)

i do care!!!

emm just now,after i cheaning my room then i nth to do so i go to check my friendster,my facebook and my hotmail...after tat nth to do and aso dunoe got wat to do so i log in his fs's account then view bek all the testi his friend was send him...emm i realised sth that make me not really happy...i found out he treat tat gal who used to aimei wit him last time very good and think he is very love her,coz the way he wrote testi to tat gal is soo.....y he never drop tis kind testi to me aso...:( and i found out he bought a ring for his ex gf,n guess he still wearing ,he said when he saw tat ring he will rmb the person who he used to love...he got few ring on his fingers,i dunoe which 1 is tat ring is belong to him n his ex....if he still wearing should i ask him dun wear??i feel like im not the oni 1 who he treated good...i suddenly feel like im not important to him... i feel like the way he love me is just very normal and not special...y gal do care tis small thing le??? somore all is passed....in this 9 months i really so happy wit him,we never had a serious argument...in tis 9 months for me i realy feel so special,coz i never spent time wit a guy so much like tis 9 months b4...all is so memorable and special for me..

emm today finally got 1 day is spent whole day with him,but dunoe y not really happy...:/

today early in the morning we went jogging,maybe long time din jogging so jogg awile then very the tired already...after tat go bek my house let me gao tim my thing and cook breakfast for him(sumtime im a good gf)..hehe...after t gao tim then he aso ga bek home gao tim himself...after tat we went cineleisure,the curve and ikano....emm the decoration at the curve and ikano very nice le...we walk walk there,watch movie then dinner there....emm suppose i should happy,coz really long time din spent whole day wit him but dune y im not really happy....

merry christmas everyone...

冬至快乐。。。

我喜欢冬至，因为有的吃我最爱的汤圆。。。嘻嘻。。。今年我总共搓了两次汤圆，昨天在他的家搓一次然后今天在家又搓多一次。。。很懒惰继续写下去，所以我就upload 照片给你们看我做的汤圆好了。。。嘻嘻。。。

把它搓成汤圆时拍一张照，这是在他家弄的。。。

我们弄得粉红白汤圆。。。

他的什么都有汤圆，注意看有长形的，有四方形的，由心形的。。。

这是今早在家搓的“福气”汤圆。。。

我的 “爱心”汤圆。。。

最后我的“福气”和“爱心”汤圆团聚在一起，也准备让我吃了。。哇哈哈。。

bye by my long hair,welcome my short hair...:)

finally i went to saloon too "settle" that long long hair...now my hair become very short already,when i touch it or saw it also feel weird werid...hehe...yest after submit all my assigment,then gavin come my college pick me up go for lunch n go see anything can buy for sze,but end up both of us very lazy so after lunch then he fetch me bek home..after home i nth t do so i decide go cut my hair and rebonding it, 1 years more din go rebonding my hair d...from 4pm went salloon then 9pm just gao dim,sit til my "pi ku" also pain pain d le....hehe...emm let me update the pic show show my hair...hehe

emm ok boh??

side view of my hair

bad day??good day??

yest hang out wit johan,sw and her friend(mh)...suppose is a happy day,but before that has a small argument wit bf,actually not consider an argument just "nao pi qi"...so while waiting sw n mh,he at my house we aso din talk i on9 chating then he laying on my bed...because of i keep chating then ignore him so he take all the pillow throwing on me,but i still ignore him coz i dunoe wat to talk wit him...after tat sw sms me said can start go now,so i told him but he "hen you nian" like tat ,wan me tam him n go to hug hug him...coz of dun wan let sw n mh wait so i go to cincai hug him then go out...while on the way going, we very quiet coz realy dunoe wat to talk...then he asked me how to go the place,so i show him the road so just got talk awile.(actually he noe how to go tat place,but he act forget)tat time is 8pm like tat already,so the way to go in tat Thai restaurant is very dark and hard to find,so when go in tat place i aso feel scary,scare suddenly got sumthing come out..haha...when reached there,coz dun wan spoit the good day and show my black face in front of mh so i pretent bek nth to him,but aso very the bu shuang him...emm the dish not as good as last time we ate,not spicy at all...but nvm coz have a good chat wit them(of coz not including bf)...
after tat we went pavillion watch "twillight",emm i watch again...coz the movie is very romance and nice...the 1st time i watched wit Sun,but the romance movie i think is suitable watch wit bf but today is like tat so all the romance aso gone d...normally at cineme my hand will hold his hand to watch movie,but yest i din put my hand on his hand coz i telling sw tat the guy is the gal's father on tat movie then he suddenly said "u watched d then u dun say it out" ...tat time i really more angry that b4 lo,im not telling him also he so 38 wan to listen then wan said me like tat o...but after tat he keep loocking at me and wan my hand put on his hand but i pretent nth and pretent dunoe that..so after that we din talk anything until reahced my home...when he reached home he msg let me noe tat he reached home then i straighty said good nite to him d...then he bla bla bla awile but i din care just great him good nite...
btw have a nice hang out wit sw n mh...hope next time hang out wit u guys again...=)

Quite a long time i din update my blog,hw can i abandon my blog here le...hehe...actually nth special happened recently...my life just full of assigment, stress, and scare...so many assigment in tis sem, many til i cant breath la(of coz still can breath la,if not die d lo)...this friday is the submit day,after that i will happy and freedom like a bird fly on the sky(but im so fat,i can fly meh??swt..)and isaac promise me this friday he will give me the christmas present,i wonder what is that le...he said i definitely will love it...wee~hehe....

yesterday nite i 3.30am just slept,coz doin the assigment and chat wit ML...so today after woke up starting flu already..i reaslise nowaday i cant slept so late d if not next day i will start flu n not feeling well(ops old d)...n yest bring parent went the hulu langat place to ate thai food,my family also get shocked..lols...the food there very nice n cheap...we ordered 5 dish but just rm77 only..is a nice place...wee~

last friday me n bf so 38,got car dun wan drive then take lrt went klcc...but end up our tired like hell...thought go Isetan shopping,but nth new and special so next time go again..hehe..and at pc fair,i met alot my old friend then say hi to them,but bf aso very the 38 like so close wit my friend...make me so yu...then go find fatihan,i so miss her...then we chat quite alot,emm after i finish my assigment n exam then must ask her out...heheh...

actually got pic to upload to show but lazy le...upload next time ba...:P

very the emo~

everytime i wan chat wit u then u sure said wan slp de o...everytime i wan period then also like tat...slp slp slp...slp more important than me la...haiyer...

its like happen again...

lost again....

i hate it...

really, nth is forever goin well....

i just hope everything will like the old days that we used to be...

昨天在银行他传简讯告诉我，晚上我们不能去看戏了因为他可能会工作到很夜。。。那时我有点小失望，但知到他也因为工作嘛所以就算了。。当作打平咯，因为前天晚上我不能陪他看戏。。但是到了三点多，我在上着课的时候他突然打电话来说可以看戏了因为他就来可以放工了。。嘻嘻，我就知道他不会舍得拒绝我的。。。哈哈（很有脸酱！！！）
所以就如平常去midvalley等他咯。。。哪知等到六点，他说还在塞着车。。。他就叫我去他家等你先，哪知他哥没那么早回。。。那时真的很无奈咯，一个人坐在那儿傻傻的等。。。等了一会他打来说他妈和他哥在他家的路口等我，叫我去那里跟他们回家冲凉先。。。那时下着雨，所以我去到那里他妈已经拿着雨伞在那等我了。。。那种感觉真的很不好意识了，要他的妈妈拿雨伞在那儿等我。。。回到他家他妈说要煮饭，所以就帮忙但他妈不给我帮叫我去冲凉或者看书。。。和他妈谈天了一下然后就去冲凉，之后他都还没有回来我也不知要做什么才好所以我就拿我的assigment做，哪知做了一会我就睡了。。。我也不知我睡了多久，一直到他回来然后冲好凉坐在我旁边我才醒来。。。
那种在他家等他放工回来的感觉让我觉得我们彼此的距离又靠近了一些些。。。虽然等他的时候很无奈，但心里还是蛮开心的。。。尤其当我开我眼睛然后看到他那种感觉，那种感觉真的很好，很美妙。。。谢谢他给我满满的爱，谢谢他包容我的一切一切，谢谢他没放弃这段感情。。。这些想对他说的或许还太早，但是真的很感激他对我做的一切。。。

finally he come back already...lucky that i send wrong msg,if not his planing to gv me suprise sure will fail...wahahah...btw im so happy that he come back and planing to gv me suprise...

im so stress now..>.<

im so miss him..

i feel want to cry now...

i dunoe wat to do...

all the thing like not going smooth...

im suffering now...

i feel im so stupid...

i want him reassure me...

im headache now..

i need u support me now...

i need confidence...

im emo now...

i think im not ok now...

失望了。。。给了我希望现在又弄我失望了。。说这两天就可以回来，但是现在告诉我要在多两天。。。:(

我想你。。很想你。。不知为什么当你在这边时是不会那么想你，但当你去到远远时才会想你。。。之前你告诉我那些感觉我现在都知道是什么感觉了，原来是那么的不好受。。。当等你的信息时，我真的好想哭哦。。我很想现在就看到你。。。我不知你在哄我开心还是什么，你说应该这两天就可以回来了。。。希望是这样咯。。不然我会很emo啦。。。快快和平安的回来啊。。。

很累。。。今天好像忙了一天，但是忙得当中我的视线一直都往着电话去看。。。看他有没有安全的到达他做工的地方。。今天是他outstation第一天，真的蛮担心的。。。因为之前一个好朋友发生意外，所以现在身边的人或自己出远门都会比较担心。。。还好他今天都很听话，一直都有照我的吩咐sms我当他去哪里。。那我就比较放心了，因为知道他在哪里，和他今晚在哪里住。。。他还说假如快的话过几天就可以回来了，听到这样有点小开心了。。。嘻嘻。。现在我终于了解到他之前担心我的感觉了，原来是那么的不安。。。

这个sem 有7 个assigment了。。。很压力的叻。。。在加上有presentation 了，真的是有够压力咯。。。没办法了只好加加油了。。。好了晚了，该睡了。。安安咯~~

....

y la??i just came back few days then now u said u need to go outstation for working,somemore is so rush...just now when i get into ur car then u said have something wan tell me,on that time i noe is something bad because u like dun feel wan to tell me....when heard that i start to not really happy,but i cant show it to you if not u will worry..when diner and watch movie with you,i started to think if you suddenly got accidence over there then how(touch wood!!!)...i start to worry bout you...somemore need go there 1 week more...:(

bad weekend...

Last friday i going back Penang for attented my cousin sister's wedding...before that i was so happy,because everytime go back Penang except eat then still eat...hahaha...really have so many delicious food over there...all is so cheap and nice...but too bad i cant eat much this time,because when i go back there i sick already...hais...lost a nice chance to taste all the delicious food...SIGH...
1st day when reached there then having fever there,actually before going back i also start not feeling well,so i go drank "ku cha" and add those very bitter de chiness medicine already...normally i wont so willing go drink that but i know if i sick then when go back penang cant enjoy to the max already...but too bad when reached Penang my sick turned to more terrible...that night is having the wedding dinner already,so i just terpaksa go attented..because if i din go i just alone at home and nth can do aso...the night was so suffer,how i wish he just besides me and take care of me...but too bad that time he at KL...really so miss him that time...>.<
2nd day,morning my sick become more better already,this morning is cousin sister's married...she having 2 night wedding dinner,1 is at Penang another 1 night is at Alor Setar(her husband's side)..so tonight need to go Alor Setar...another day again need whole day at car...this night's dinner much more delicious that yesterday night that one...after finish the dinner need use 1 hour more travel back to Penang...that time i start flu already,so when reached home faster ate medicine then go slept...
3rd day...finally this day no more fever,but still got abit flu...today need go Ipoh awile then just go back KL....so today i got appetize already,so we had a breakfast at Penang,we go ate dim sum...tell u wat,there eat dim sum really so cheap..9 person ate oni RM70..if at KL,i think is more that RM 100 already...at night 11pm finally reached KL,i miss my house so much...so fast fast clean my clotes then go slept already..but who knows when i fall slept i keep wan wake up pangsai...whole night keep cirit -birit only...hais....thought can sleep well but who noe cirit-birit o...SIGHHH....
then this morning i din go for class,because i really no more energy already...so morning 7am sth as usual,he will msg me to wake me up...then i told him i din go for college because i cirit-birit,then he just asked me rest well at home...then slept until 9 sth,winie and issac msg me asked me where am i,then i just told then i din go for college..then i continue slept,until 10am i asked my bro go out dabao sth to me eat,but when he dabao back i cant finish it...i though no more cirit-birit already,but go 2 round somemore...this time i really no more energy already....when 1pm sth he msg me asked me feel better i aso no energy to reply him...just type short short reply him then i continue slept until 4pm sth...when woke up whole body keep sweating,after sweating i feel more better...until 6pm he msg me again asked me doin wat n feel ok anot,then asked me open door for him...actually i noe he will come find me after he work,so not really feel suprise le..hahaha...but i still happy la,because he come to find me and i few days din see him already...:)

i dunoe why i got tis feeling,but its really make me feel unhappy when with him...now become like less and less topic chat with him,and sumtime really will make me feel boring already...i just hope he wont realise this until i back to normal...sigh..i dunoe myself again...

不喜欢我就讲。。。不喜欢我就搬出去咯。。。那你们在这个家就可以为所欲为咯。。。讲我不尊敬你们，那你们何时尊敬过我呢？？？你们讨厌我，那我告诉你们我都很讨厌你们。。。从现在开始你们怎样对我，那我也会怎样对回你们。。。我不要在做个好人了。。。好人只有被别人欺负而已。。。。从今天开始我的眼泪不会在为你们而流。。。我讨厌你们，我也讨厌过去我 过分的从容你们。。。

sooo happy~

i'm so happy today..bcoz my parent bought me a new laptop...hehe...i love my laptop sooo much...thx parent for giving me the things that i want..i promise i will guai guai listen to both of u(but b4 tat i always is a good girl le) n study hard hard le...hehe...muaksss...
today i get my entreprenuership's results..guess wat i got 3 marks then get A already..hais....3 marks le...pls letcurel can u gv me more 3 marks??i noe that's imposible...
btw today is my happy day...:)

我不想在听到那些话了！！！
真的很不愿意在听到了。
心里有点不好受，
但不能 告诉你。。。
相处时间少了，聊天时间少了，
简讯也少传了。
好像没有话题了。。
什么都少了，
我们的感情会少吗？？
原来爱情很脆弱。。。
对你的爱一时很强烈，但一时很冷淡。
你会受的了我吗？？

今天终于见到他了。。。之前我告诉自己见到他时一定要紧紧的抱抱他一下，我想假如我主动那样他一定会很开心。。但是当见到他，我却不知为什么没那么做，我只是摸摸他的脸。。。虽然不是很久没见，但是之前两个月我们差不多天天都见面，而现在因为他开始做工所以几天没见了。。。原来真的会不习惯，之前会埋怨闷但是其实他不在我身边是那么的不自在。。。所以我想我会珍惜我们见面的时间了。。。
明天我要自己去做工和回家了，想到都痛苦了。。。要很早的起身，要自己去做工，做工做到累了要自己回。。。哎哟痛苦死了。。。当他载我回家时，他一直问我明天真的可以自己去做工和准时起身吗？我一直都说可以，（我心想难道我可以说不可以吗？）没办法啊你都需要做工。。。你知道吗你一直吩咐我要小心要注意这个和那个，这样会让我觉得我很没用啦。。。在没有你之前我都很独立的啊，所以请你相信我是可以的，好吗？？
现在才发现原来你的影子已在我的生活里出没和围绕，而我也开始习惯有你了。。。

存爱

我把我们的爱埋藏在父母的房间里，这样我们的爱就一直存在。。。这份爱真的就会一直存在吗？？但是即使不会一直的存在，那份爱也曾经的存在过。。。我们也应该为曾经而开心不是吗？？

The Cave(couple restaurant) 08/08/08

yesterday after class then going lunch with him,but dunoe where to eat so i suggest went ss2 to see see got what eat,so when reach ss2 we drive here and there see got wht to eat...finally we saw a shop which have a special outlook,the restaurant like the cave..so he suggest eat over there...

tis is the restaurant...have a special outlook...

this is insides the restaurant...insides look like the cave....

while i thinking wat to eat then he tasting his hp camera....swt~

finally we order the food already..so we take pic while waiting the food come..hehe...he said tis pic he look more fair that me...swt...

tis beverage called "starawberry supprise",that is a strawberry mixed pineapple...i wonder why beverage we always order aso tis kind colour...

mushroom soup...this soup quite nice le,bcoz insides have many mushroom...too bad he dislike it...wahahaha~


linguine carbonara...this really "ngam" our taste...who love carbonara i think should try this...really delicious...



this 1 dunoe what soba...seriously tis 1 not really nice...but i like the white carot,coz it absorb the soup....


blueberry cheesecake...our favourite~i think this is the best cheesecake that i ate before....really very cheessy~yummy...


after finish eat,i went in toilet to take pic..hehe...

tis is the way he drive n scold ppl "BODOH"...haha...

i have a nice day wit him..we went the nice restaurant,eat the nice food..although got bit expensive but really that is worth...after that i accompany him to see skin specialist,bcoz his toe skin got some problem....when saw his toe i aso feel geli n heart pain lo...btw i realise something,i think is something good...hehe...080808 nice day for me...

我变了吗？

我变了吗？？为什么我总觉得我跟以前不太一样了。。。以前喜欢的东西现在并不什么喜欢了。。。 一时我在想以前的我是怎样的？？但是很多时候我忘记了，我开始不明白我是如何渡过以前的生活的。。。最近我都会想以前我是如何对待爱情的，而现在又是如何。。。我常常都会做比较啊，究竟那个是会比较好啊。。。但是不知怎么的很多事情我都很难记起来，我患了短暂失忆症了吗？？（好笑呢怎么可能啦。。。）想记起来的事情偏偏记不起，不想记的偏偏常常想起。。。

而且最近我的脾气有够糟糕。。。不知是不是天气太热而脾气变得很不听话（小姐你脾气本来就不好就请别责怪天气了。）就像昨天我生气气他，因为他迟20 分钟回复我的信息。。听起来蛮无聊的吧。。。在加上他知道我生气他今天早上到现在都不发个简讯给我，真的有点气了。。。平时都是我在哄他，难道他就不会哄我吗？？？真的是个臭笨蛋啦！！！！你去吃大便吧！！！

天气真的好热啦。。。热到我一天冲几时白次的凉啦。。。真的热死啦！！！！我好想一个人出去逛逛，吃吃，一个人到电影院去看戏哦。。。我没试过那种感觉是如何的呢。。。但是假如让他知道，他一定会跟着来的啦。。。。但是等他不得空的时候我一定要去做我想做的事情。。。哈哈哈哈。。。想到都开心啦。。。哈哈哈哈。。。好啦别在发梦啦，该继续做我的assigment啦。。。。zZZzz~

宅女干物女

宅女干物女--2007年，各大城市相继进入宅男宅女时代。玩腻了的大龄青年、丧失了激情的离异青年、没精力通宵的适龄青年……旅游逛街太累，唱歌泡吧太吵，讲话恋爱要伤精神，家里蹲怎么看都是个再适合不过的状态。青春的幻影在电视电脑前稍纵即逝。 这原本是日本漫画《萤之光》里27岁的女主角雨宫萤的状态，流行开来后引起大多数人的共鸣。虽然很多男性不喜欢被叫宅男，但自称“宅女”的女生卻愈來愈多。她们独身；依赖电脑依赖网络；厌恶上班/上学，作息时间不稳定；极少出门，不喜欢接触陌生人…… “干物女”，则是宅女的升级版。也就是活像被甩干机甩过，像香菇、干贝一样干巴巴的女人。干物女的典型特征是：放弃恋爱，凡事追求轻松；假日几乎都待在家里，喜欢穿大T恤躺在沙发上、床上；最常做的事情是喝啤酒、看电视或者上网；每天下班后会直接回家，一个人边看漫画，边喝酒……回复短信，不但字数少而且慢。口头禅：“麻烦死了”“随便啦”。 虽然干物女与宅女都过着无欲无求的单调生活，但二者的区别在于：是否想谈恋爱。宅女虽然在房间，但是对于爱情仍然保持着憧憬，喜欢藉此由看日剧幻想。然而，干物女就不一样，她会说“放弃恋爱，过着自我悠闲的生活，太美好了”。


干物女测试
干物女测试---不竞争，不交际，不运动，不恋爱……是干物女的特质。下面附带了“干物女”试纸供我们做试验，看看我们是不是也属于“干物女”？（选“是”记1分，选“否”记0分） 　　
1、在家里总是把头发随意夹起，穿宽松的运动弹性布料。 （舒服啊。。。）
2、假日不化妆也不穿胸罩，一晃半年没上美容院。 （懒惰了。。。）
3、要么随便站在厨房吃东西，要么一个人也敢上饭馆点桌菜。
4、出门后要是忘记东西，不脱鞋直接以脚尖踩地板到房间拿。 （方便嘛。。。）
5、最近只有爬楼梯让自己心跳，有喜欢上虚拟人物的倾向。
6、认为在家看漫画、看电视、上网，也比出门跟男人谈恋爱有趣。
7、在社交中，如没摸清对方的脾气和个性，就不太愿意做深入交流。
8、时常有突发性的痴迷，对象可能是动漫、电玩、书籍、某个影视娱乐明星、网络名人、手工制作、烹调…… （最近突然对烹调很有兴趣。。嘻嘻。。。）
9、干什么都会联想到网络，即使上网没事做，也要经常挂在网上。
10、经常会厌倦上班，想逃避但又没办法。
11、不太愿意遵守一个固定的作息时间，体形要么偏胖要么偏瘦。（我是偏胖的那个。。嘻嘻）
12、口头禅：“麻烦死了”、“随便啦”、“哎，就这么可以啦” 。 （哈哈。。。）
13、或多或少都会被人评论“有点闷骚”。

5分以下普通大众型：你的生活很大众化，相对稳定。
5-8分潜力宅人型：你极具“干物”潜质，差的只是时机。
9分以上强力干物女，好好收藏自己吧！ 　


今天无聊的我尽然睡迟了，所以没去上课。。。呆在家也不知如何是好，要出去也懒惰的出，所以只好上网啊。。。之后我就看到这遍文章，是遍关于最近蛮流行的“干物女”。。。文章的下方有一个干物女的测试。。。我尽然有6分！！！真的糟糕了我有潜质做干物女了，但是我对于爱情仍然保持着憧憬，所以因该只是徘徊在“ 宅女”的阶段吧。。。哈哈。。。

相信

当你的另一半不相信你，你会如何？？？两个人在一起不是都应该相信对方吗？？为什么他就是不相信我。。。他说他并不是不相信我，只是关心我。。。是吗？？关心是这样的吗？？如这是所谓的关心，我有点接受不来。。。你的关心可以简单些吗？？以前总是埋怨以前的男友都不关心和理我，现在终于有个是理我和关心我的。。。但是我有点喘不过气来。。为什么人总是不知足和常都在埋怨呢？？？人是犯贱的还是人的本性就是如此呢？我真的多么希望你是相信我的，真的那怕有一天我会受不了。。。也许相信需要些时间吧。。。

你

真的慢慢发觉你的好了，也开始发现原来我的生活有你的影子存在了。。开始真的会有点怕失去你了，这种怕真的让我觉得很没有安全感。。。你总是说我这次爱对人了，但是可以信吗？？你的心真的只有我吗？？这段爱情是真的吗？？慢慢的越来越喜欢你，然而我的问题就越来越多。。。我对我自己没有信心，还是对你没有信心呢？？？

起死回生

今天早上发生的事我想我一生都会无法忘记。。。今天早上我如平时早上一样起身做家务，我需要用到热水所以就煲水，之后我就去做别的东西。。。突然间听到一些声音，我就去后面看。。当我看到那个情形，我整个人吓呆了。。我不知为什么那个煤气管会断了然后失火了，当我看到那么大火我真的不知要如何。。我突然间我的头脑真的空白了，之后我快跑出去跟邻居说。。突然间想到我的弟弟还在上面睡觉，我快快去叫醒他。。。之后我不知要怎样，后面还好有人装修所以那些人拿水往火哪儿洒。。。当时我要打电话给妈妈，但是不料我的手机和弟的手机都没剩下rm0.00。。但是我看到火一直还没有熄我真的感到很无助，很害怕。。我害怕的是那个煤气会爆，我真的越想越怕。。。之后我看到弟弟很镇定的把一桶一桶水往火洒，然后一边的平复我的心情。。。过了一会儿顽固的火终于熄了，之前我还在想糟糕了我一定会死了。。。虽然火熄了，但是我整身还是在抖着，还一直哭着。。。过了一会儿我的心情平复一些了，之后当然是去收拾残局啊。。。我真的觉得我很没有用，发生事情时我只会怕和哭。。。

Delicious

chocolate brownie...这个是四个之中可以说是最好吃的。。。

温温chocolate sause和brownie 在加上冷冷的vanilla ice-cream 。。

yummy yummy...

chocolate sundae。。。这个是我最喜欢吃的。。

里面有chocolate sause ,strawberry ,还有不知什么真的超好吃。。。

mango cheesecake

我忘了这个甜点叫什么名了，好像是叫什chocolate palova的...

下面那层是饼干，然后里面有浓浓的巧克力，在加上那些草莓真的天衣无缝。。。

送不出的卡

粉红色代表与你相爱的时候...

与你相爱时是多么的幸福与快乐

以前不管我们相隔的多远

但我们的心还是靠的近近的

但现在

还是吗???

青色代表手牵手的时候...

当我们手牵手的时候是多么的轻松

多么的自在

你的手总给我无数的安全感

但现在安全感没了

从此幸福也溜走了

蓝色代表我们拥抱的时候...

一个人的体温平均等於35C

但两个拥抱的时

35c就会转去70c或以上

就因为那70c的体温让我们

爱到很幸福,很开心

但慢慢的体温由70c

下降至35c

然而我们不在

拥抱了

紫色代表想念你...

我的心本来一直在流浪

但是你把我的心拉回上岸

从此一个空空的心因为你

而变满了...

但我们分开以后

我以为我的心会继续流浪

但并没有

因为我已经习惯

想念你了

橙黄色代表希望...

我希望

不管我们向左转或向右传

我都希望我们会看见

属於我们的城堡...

我很怀念过去的一切

我只想知道

你还爱我吗???

520

今天是你离开我们一个月了...很想你,真的很想你...不知你在哪里过的好吗??你有想我们吗??为什么,为什么你可以这样就离开我们???你说我们要去这里和哪里,但是你就这样离开我们..你很自私噢,留给我们那么多回忆但现在你又离开我们...我们得去那里找你??你知道吗??我现在去到那里都会想到你,看到什么东西于你有关的都会想到你...你的声音,你的样子,你的笑声,你的全部,时常都会在我的脑海中出现...真的很难接受你已经离开我们了,真的很难...我很怀念去年,去年我们时常出去,我们时常见面...但今年我们见面的时间越来越少,联络的时间也越来越少...真的很后悔为什么不常常与你联络...我真的很想念你..为什么人总是在失去以后才懂得珍惜呢???每次一旦想起你,我的心就会很疼很疼...现在我只可以用以前与你的回忆来思念你...希望你在天国可以快快乐乐的...我祝福你...

其实我都明白...

其实你今天告诉我的东西我都明白,我一直都懂...也从以前以前都已经懂和了解了,但是就是时间不对..所以有好几次可以在一起的机会都擦身而过...今天和你聊电话的过程,我的眼泪就是一直不停的在,眼泪今天都很不听话...我也知道你一直都在等,等到错过两次的机会...我不可以阻止你在等,但是假如有更好的女子出现或是感觉对了就请你好好珍惜,不要在错过了...我知道你告诉我这些并没有要强逼我去做任何选择,也没有希望我去放弃他...但我希望你遇到更好的就别等了,因为我知道等待是多么的辛苦...无论如何谢谢你,谢谢你一直的在等我...

欢迎..欢迎...

欢迎来到萍的世界...最近很想把我的生活点点滴滴记载下来,因为我觉得生活越来越短暂了..不管开心或不开心我都很想把所有的大小事务用文字记载下来,所以选择开一个属於我的部落格来抒发,来分享...有个朋友告诉过我"分享是份关心",以前我会写部落格那是因为我很伤心,伤心的没办法抒发所以用文字来抒发..但偏偏开心的事却没有与别人分享,后来想想那时蛮自私的行为...嘻嘻...