holiday mode

finally submit all assigment and i was free
but still got 1 presentation and 1 more exam to go
the presentation make me feel very stress
coz the lectural will ask many Q to torture us
and our group must do well to beat other group
now i already feel in holiday mode
i start thinking about christmas and new year d
oh ya and "dong zhi"
coz can eat the yummy tang yuan and cook the tang yuan wit him
last week he outstation, but the day he come bek KL is the day i need bek to my hometown
so end up he decide go bek my hometown with me
i noe is bit boring to him, coz just at grandma house
so cousin decide to bring us go Gunung Leng
actually there nth to play aso, just sit the boat go opposite de taman and mountain see some animal only...but still got some fun le..
now must prepare well the presentation then can relax bit but 29 Dec got 1 more exam
but after the presentation i can relax abit already
i really cnt wait for the christmas and new year!!!!

野蛮的我
偶尔还逗的你蛮开心的啊
:P

badme

few days ago i throw the temper to him again
and said those thing very hurt him
he try alot idea just t tam me and to make me happy bek
but i still din care of his feeling then keep hurting him
actually i noe is me "small gas" and i noe is not his false
but y everytime i still so sturborn and brutal
y he can forget and forgive wat i did but i cant
everytime like tis i really feel guilty after that bt y everytime guilty i still will repeat again
feel bad bt cant help
coz this is me
the real me..

两个人的心仿佛越走越远了

RIP Bobby

this morning dad called kawai
then kawai said:" jie,bobby was passed away d"
then 3 of us faster go open the door see where is bobby
then dad already reach home
so we go padang there take bobby's body
when i see bobby's body i feel so sad and guilty
feel so bad
regret y din take good care of him
>.<
really not used to it when come bek home din see him
sob sob~
Bobby RIP ya...
jie jie love you

tired..

im tired
tired like hell
worry about him,stress of assigment...
>.<
tis few days like not enuf time to rest
now i wish 1 day got 48 hours for me
so i can take good care of him and do my assigment and enuf time to rest
:P

heart pain..

heart feel so pain
yest when he working then sth explode after that his hand like tis already
when he called me and telling me i really get shocked
now he need rest til his hand recover bek then just can work
and he everyday need go clinic or hospital to wash the hand and put the cream
now when he bath,eat,wear clotes,take thing also got a little bit hard
and he cant eat his favourite food aso like egg,seafood and etc
hope the hand recover ASAP
>.<

歌

今天听了很多很多以前的歌
有很多不同的心情
有美好的，伤心的。。
我很开心因为让我想到的是美好比伤心比较多
谢谢宝贝的存在
:)

我有点不开心
不是一点我想我很不开心
自从那件事发生了以后
他很努力的尽量让我开心
但是我不知为什么就是开心不起来
我的心仿佛就像死了
我知道他很努力的让我知道他不是那样和他真的很爱我
但是我的心就很抗拒的爱他
我不知道为什么会这样
我找不到那个爱你的我
那个我在那里？？？
那个的我是累了？还是放弃了？ 还是不爱了？
宝贝，我知道你很努力着
但是我也很努力的找回爱你的我
假如找不回
那结束好吗？？

should i believe you??
should i end it??
what should i do now??
sigh

monopoly

spending few hours played monopoly wit him
in the end i won
muahahha
childish but fun
:)

去死吧！！！

臭鸡蛋他。。。我在我的wall写东西不能啊？？
得罪到他啊。。。真他妈的。。
他以为自己很厉害啊？？
自己都管不好还很有脸去管别人的东西
你以为你自己很好啊？？？
你以为每个都需要听你的？？？
告诉你
我不是那个笨的会去听你的胡言胡语
请你消失在我的世界！！！！！！！！！！

again

he need outstation again
this time was so rush immediately need go
:(

merdeka day

today is a tiring day for me
6am morning wake up went jogging with johan and his mum
finish jogg then breakfast
after breakfast then went puchong see house
i love that 1 besides lake's town house
the house got lake view and a small garden
after see house then go mum there lunch
after that went his house wait he gao dim himself
then bek t my house wait me gao dim myself
around 4pm sth then headed to 1u
watched UP but b4 start the movie i already fall slept
before thw movie start go shooping around and bought his sis's bday present
after finish the movie then went eat nando,coz he wants to eat chicken again
yes is AGAIN...
after dinner around 9sth then went bek house
6am wake up then no rest until nite
went out whole day
really tired le but happy also la
coz its like long time never gai gai wit him
now i just wish 2mr he back to company then wont get any order need outstation again

his assigment...

this is the assigment that he submit to me...
:)

女孩常想把自己的男友改造成自己心理中的理想情人

但为何不想想自己当初选择和他在一起是那个本来的他啊
女生为什么要伤害男生呢？？
但是男孩爱女孩但为什么不原意为了女生而变呢
那为什么男孩也要伤害女生呢？？？
两个相爱的人为什么要伤害对方呢？？？？

he leave me!!!!!!!

ha leave me again
he leave me go johor work
i dunoe tis time will go how long
im just so hate his company
always so last minute
i hate him aso coz he making my tears drop non stop
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh
today around 1pm sth he sms me asked me wht time i break time
then i said anytime
then he said lunch togather,then i start wonder y he so early bek home
after we meet he told me he need go johor working
tat time i totally no mood already when work aso no heart to work
then finish work at 7pm then go his house
go help him pack the thing that he need
go remind he need take wat, do what, bkful tis n tat
then automatic my tears drop :/
he din let me fetch he go his company
so after tat when i drive bek to home my tears still keep dropping
nw i just hope he come bek safety and faster
and pls make me busy while wait he come bek...

i drove~~

today i drove to pj all the way
wah tis is the 1st time i drove so far
emm although got a little bit dangerous la
but still ok lar...
my mum and dad was so nervous when i drove
but luckily my bro still praise me :'" jie u driving skill ok than brfore already la.."
wah after i heard this is make me feel not that nervous
learn it from mistake and practices make it perfect...hehe
^^

gathering with Isaac...

was planned 1 month before wan gathering with isaac but dunnoe why always sure failed...
finally yest night all can make it already but abigail and lucas still absence
around 7pm sth ryan come fetch me then go fetch kiru to go ravinder's house
while going to ravinder's house both of them keep telling me about the stamford sport carnival and kiru keep pinch my ear asked me y din go support them...haha...after reached ravinder's house then need wait issac so we go in the house 1st..guess wat go into the house then talk about the sport carnival again...finally issac reaced so he suggest we all sit his car go asia cafe..i force to sit in the middle because all of them leg was hurt..but good is i can simply to pinch all of them easy..wahhaa...
after reached asia cafe i wait of winnie just go order the food...wah there alot people lo,hot like hell le...while we eating 3 of them talking about the sport carnival again!!!!then me, winnie and isaac aso beh tahan alread so we chat our topic...winnie said tis time isaac come back become man already..wahaha..isaac u not sissy la,u just like a kid...hahha..after we finish chating then ravinder suggest to play pool..emm im not really now hw to play, so they all teaching me..but alot of fun there,because the way ravinder teach me is very funny..then we all still playing the football game...after playing tat game i realise i can play well..hahah...
around 11 sth then we go back already,coz i cheated them before 12am i must be home..wahahha...but end up then found out i lie them so i aso kena from them...haha...
emm hang out wit them is fun but will very tired...laugh already laugh til stomachache,plus all of them so active wat aso wan to play then can die la...
few days more issac need go bek korea again so need wait til december just can meet him le...
wish u all the best ba...
the nite very happy and fun but im soooo tired...

50 他让我觉得幸福的事 & Happy 500th Day Anniversary..

1. 当我们躺在床上一起聊天的时候
2. 我们玩 “咕叽” 的时候
3. 他背我走上走下的时候
4. 逛着街时他突然摸我的头和脸
5. 他吻我的额头
6. 我对他乱发脾气但他还是哄我
7. 我闹分手他哭着问我为什么和不要
8. 他煮饭给我吃
9. 他给我惊喜
10. 他抱我抱的紧紧
11. 我们一日游时
12. 他牺牲睡眠和健康来陪我
13. 和他家人吃饭他夹菜，拔虾壳和螃蟹给我
14. 我们一起煮汤圆
15. 我的钱包肮脏了，他会帮我弄干净
16. 一起洗车
17. 我生病了他来照顾我
18. 我病时他做工做到一半来看我
19. 他把好吃的留给我吃
20. 他做卡给我
21. 我起身时他在我身边
22. 他载我去做工和放工
23. 我遇到困难时他一直都在帮我
24. 他说我的家人是他的家人
25. 他把最好的总是留给我
26. 他偶尔会send sweet sweet msg 给我
27. 他在人群中送花给我
28. 陪他一起去支持他妈妈的比赛
29. 他教我打保龄球
30. 每天早上会准时叫我起身
31. 陪我逛书店
32. 当我不知如何是好时他分析和解释给我听
33. 他提醒我该做的事
34. 你送礼物给我
35. 一起看卡通片
36. 我跌倒或受伤时他的心比谁都痛
37. 他让我觉得我对他很重要
38. 我把别的坏男人和他比较时你会说：“ 我会证明给你看我不像他们那样”
39. 一起放风筝
40. 我睡觉帮我盖被被他
41. 一起渡过每一个重要的节日
42. 帮我油漆
43. 躺在他庞大的肩膀
44. 我放工时他带我去吃好吃的食物
45. 即时帮他洗车，收衣服也觉得很幸福
46. 起身的时侯可以见到他
47. 两个人躺在沙滩晒太阳
48. 他大大声的说爱我
49. 他不介意我粗鲁
50. 随时帮我准备冷衣，水和tissue

我亲爱的宝贝
13/8/2009
是我们在一起500 天了
你常常都让我觉得很庆幸有你在我身旁陪了我那么多天
我不介意手牵手与你渡过5000 天甚至50000 天
我想告诉许你有你真好。。
500 天里我真的觉得很幸福

~HAPPY 500th DAY ANNIVERSARY~

short update

finally i was free on today..
last few day was busy for working
yest i work 15 hours
can u imagine hw tiring le
next week will work again,same in this company but do different thing le
emm good aso ba,if not holiday nth to do aso


emm nw the h1n1 very serious already
my bro's sch got 1 student kena then nw close 1 week
so everyone must take good care le k..

你！！！

你没性格
你很假
你只会盲目的跟从别人的性格和作风
这让我想到你我都想呕
我觉得你很可悲
因为你没有你自己
你根本就不配别人尊敬你！！！！

tagged by a boring people..

Think back six months ago, were you single?
๐ NO.

How do you feel right now?
๐ Very annoying.

Do you have a piggy bank that's actually shaped like a pig?
๐ Yes,when 10 years old my God mother gave me as my bday present.

Do you want to start over with anyone?
๐ No.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
๐ On bed,because now is already midnight.

True love or 1 billion bucks?
๐ True love.

Anything you would change about your life right now?
๐ Many things, but mostly could be changed by myself.

You have to get a tattoo, where and what do you get?
๐ Wont get any tattoo on my body.

Could you cry right now?
๐ No.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
๐ Yes.

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
๐ Sometimes.

Are you okay with the life you live?
๐ Yes,i think so.

Last person you told a secret to?
๐ Johan.

Do you like hugs?
๐ Yes, but still it depends who's d person.

Do you believe true love can conquer anything?
๐ No,i believe the TRUST can conquer anything.

When is the last time you cried?
๐ This afternoon when i bath.

How much money did you spend today?
๐ RM 3.50 for the fried mee,and RM3.80 for taking teksi.

Where are you sitting on right now?
๐ In my room,in front of laptop.

Who's the last person you text with?
๐ Johan

What's something you really want right now, be honest.
๐ Anything,except those annoying thing.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
๐ Messy.

What did you do yesterday?
๐ Morning went class,afternoon watched movie,nite do assigment.

Would you forgive a friend for telling your biggest secret?
๐ Depends on who.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you speak with them?
๐ I think so, maybe.

When's the last time you said you were fine and you really weren't?
๐ Just now.

Is someone on your mind right now?
๐ Yes.

Who's birthday is coming up?
๐ Dont know,need check my note book.

Were you happy when you woke up?
๐ Depend on the mood.

What is one emotion you are feeling right now?
๐ :(

What's the last thing you ate?
๐ Salad.

Are you easy to get along with?
๐ Yes,i guess laa.

What are you listening now?
๐ No listen anything,just want in silent mode right now.

别在气我们了！！！

坏事总是不断的来，
让我透一口气吧！！！！
坏事别在来烦我了！！！！
真的很希望下雨过后彩虹会出现

happy bday

today is Seng Chao's bday
if he still here,i think today sure alot fun
last few week i dream of him
he told me he very happy and fine now,and he look like fat already
miss him
anyway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SENG CHAO
:)

visit Carlsberg

22 of July,i went Carsberg for visitted

before going i expected alot,but end up so dissapoited
because i though can see the whole process of make the beer,but end up just can see the process of labbeling and package..:(
emm lazy to talk much,so just show u guys the pic ba...:)

outside the Carlsberg's factory

the place for keep the malt

the gas

finish visiting the factory,so on the way go bek the lounge for the party...me n my cousin bro..

cousin sis and me

the galary

a nice Tuborg bottle

process of labbeling and packaging

the logo table

the stupid me under the lamp

the lounge full of beer

i drank all this FREE

while the party...fik and me,how come a guy cross his leg like tat...

drink drank drunk~but i din drunk on that nite :P

sister~

hen you nian de mom

the hyper active gal Yao Yao..she is cute,she wan play wit my mum then she asked my mom" aunty,come catch me and play wit me!"

sis and me...is younger sis,everybody though she older that me..wee~

jiu jiu and mummy

last but not least...we must promote the beer ma...cheer to everyone...

我的华语退步了。。。

最近在facebook add 了郑老师

郑老师是我中学时的华语老师

每当我要放弃我的文章时

是她给了我无数的鼓励和劝导

以前总可以很快地写出一些好文章

但是现在我想写一些普通的东西

对我来说都是一个艰难的问题了

糟糕了！！！我的华语真的退步了。。。

>.<

pid pid's bday

30 june is my pid pid bday

early moring take the cup cake that i bake for him

then i faster go his room put the present on his closet

i tot at nite he just will realise it,but he realised it when he put his clotes bek

around 11am we take ktm to kl centrel,b4 tat i told him today no need drive then he tot i bring him go mid valley..haha

so all the way he keep guessing where i wan to bring him go

when reached there not yet until 12pm so just walking around Hilton and Le- Meridien

then sit awile at the Le-Meridien to take some pic

around 12.15pm i bring him go the lunch buffer

after finish the buffer i plan to bring he go KLPAC at sentul

so we take ktm to sentul station,according to the website from ktm sentul station take taksi go there just need 5 min..

bt the 1st teksi driver told us need RM 10

so johan suggest go out find other teksi

then finally can get 1 teksi,tis is 2nd teksi when we get into car he told us RM7 and need pay 1st

so we already in the car so we just say ok le,but after i pay he stop us at 1 place then asked us walk insides coz he said the place teksi canot go insides

but when we go insides see is all housing area

ahhhhhh we got cheated by the 2nd teksi!!!!

i so hate the teksi driver and my mood already down

i still curse the teksi driver,get in the car just few minutes then RM7 gone!!!!

then we take another teksi again,tis is 3rd teksi

then he bring us go the KL Budaya Centre

omg wrong place,then i already no more mood then nearby there is KLCC so we just asked the driver fetch us go KLCC

i wan to gv him suprise and the special bday

but end up go KLCC watch movie aso

we watched "the last house on the left"

tat time i keep blaming mysself coz i forget bring the add and so stupid get cheated by the driver,but he din say anything and just console me

after movie we take train go bek his house,coz need dinner wit his family

around reached his house is 7pm sth so we go rest awile

then 8pm go dinner wit his family

after dinner go bek his house then help his massage,take pic and chating togather..

around 11pm sth he fetch me go bek home,after i bek home i feel so dissapoited

and sms him telling him,but he said to me go where,special anot aso not important as long as can celebrate wit me and happy already enuf
thx pid pid for not blame me but still console me all the day

the cup cake that i bake for him

at Le-Meridien

dinner wit his family

while pillow talk wit him then take pic



happy bday pid pid...muakss...

boring sat

is a boring sat again

morning went breakfast wit sw and mh

sw miss me too much already so force me go breakfast wit them :P

johan today got work

sis and bro aso went out d

so nw i really nth can do

just nw watch movie and reading book then nw update blog

wat a boring a sad sat

yest finally watched transformers already,is a great movie

still got 3 days is his bday,i hope wat i plan will success la

and still got 4 days i start class d

i really hope start class soon

so i dun need everyday boring at home

after update blog wat can i do again????

bath?slp?cook?play game?

omg~

im dying very soon

life is so unpredictable

just bek from yi's dad funeral

dunoe y i got the feeling which is i dunoe hw to describe

saw yi like tat i aso dunoe hw to console her

she used to be so strong and happy go lucky,bt nw..

hais

life is so unpredictable and so short

:/

today

today after he finish work then come fetch me,coz was planned go to watch moviw

so around 13opm he reach my home then follow he go bek his house let him prepare everything then just go piramid..

b4 headed to sunway,lunch wit his family at his house then fetch her mom and aunty go his grandparent's house then follow his dad and bro go mazda showroom see car...

so around 4sth we just headed t piramid

reached sunway around 5pm so we bought 720pm movie ticket

while waiting the time pass then we went play the super mario racing game

the game super nice,next time u guy can go play play

after tat walking around and dinner

and guess wat we went chicken buffer again!!!

omg everytime went piramid sure chicken buffer

wat to do who asked my bf so love C.H.I.C.K.E.N

bt today he eat less than b4,coz he said dun wan eat so much

after finished the dinner then the show time was start

we watched "drag me to the hell", tis movie suppose is horror movie but y so funny

hahhaha..i keep laugh when watched the movie but got bit geli la...hahaha

not bad the movie,u guy can go watch it

after the movie then we walk walk around

then we bek home le

after bath then on9 chat wit him

so the end is tis sat is better that last sat

coz last sat i was mad about him

bt tis week i sweet sweet wit him

wat i can say is 女人真善变

lols~

yest

cold war was end

yest out wit johan,meng hong and his gf grace

went pm at OUG and then went korea village tried korea food

not bad the food

actually nth just feel wan t post sth but dunoe post wat..

he: wat u doing now my dear?
me: i still dun feel wan sms wit u.
he:ok..nite2..muaks lov u

let's see tis situation can maintain how many days...if 2mr i said dun feel wan sms then he reply me like tat,i will everyday reply him the same thing...see he die or i die!!!!tats y i always said dun make me angry if not tis is the way i revenge...

I HATE HIM!!!!!

I HATE YOU WONG JO HAN!!!!!

he said..

il a dit qu'il veut soit pour toujours avec moi et voulant faire n'importe quoi protéger notre amour

无言！！！！

sick

im so sick...really so sick

i have no energy,i was slept whole day

bt im glad that my baby come visit me while is his working time

although i sick til dunoe how to show my happy and touch

bt i reallly happy...

i love him..muakss...^^

End of the Rainbow

finally i was finished the End of the Rainbow by Cecelia,which i mentions b4 in my previous blog...

yes,the ending is just like wat i wan...hehe...

finally Alex and Rosie togather bek when their 50th years old

although is late for them but i think that would be a best memory in their whole life

they is soul mate since from 5 years old

and they missed few chance for togather with each other

after i read this book keep got a Q in my mind

"How if after married just found out the true love?"

is so cruel and will hurt many ppl in the same times...

and this few days i think lot,coz around me like many pair of couple aso break up already

last time yum cha with fong chin then she told me she planing wedding wit her bf,bt that day yum cha then she told me she break up wit her bf already...

thay couple for 4 years more d,i really tot tis year attent their wedding dinner

but nw...

the love like really so weak...

then i gt a thinking which is so silly

"hw about me and him nw break up 1st,then when we prepare want to marry d then just togather bek"

i noe is a stupid Q, bt gal always stupid when she is nth to do...

^^

zoo negare+ the curve

finally went zoo nagare,which is he want go there few month ago..

11am he reached my house,then headed to zoo

the ticket now is RM 15 per entry,last time oni few ringgit nw need rm15!!!

tot still got KFC there,but actually no more d..so that we just order 2 nasi goreng from the restaurant..the nasi goreang got 1 egg and 1 chicken, the whole plate got no taste..not nice plus so expensive..after we finished it, then we saw besides that got 1 fast food,the name is "the wild" the food there serve is like KFC...gt bit regret din saw it,if not we dun need eat those tasteless food...after that we go walk around the zoo,we found out many couple went there aso...hehe...

the most cutest animal i saw is the small monkey,the monkey is so small and when the monkey wan go away then his mother dun let he go then his mother will pull his tail...so cute and funny..and the monkey really act like human...they way they hug their kid,the way they play..omg really so alike like human...

the zoo still so smelly like b4,and many animal like wan die d...and no more penguin!!!

and i do feed the deer eat eat,their tongue so geli le...

around 4pm like tat, we headed to the curve coz i wan watch "the night at museum 2"..

after reached there then we went bought ticket,while waiting the movie start then walk around le...then i saw at popular buy twilligt got 20% discount,tot next week go book fair to buy bt got 20% so i bought it 1st...hehe..

the movie is nice and funny...after the moive we went Dragon-I for our dinner...

i ordered noodle and he ordered rice,and both of us ordered 3 dessert...really so gila...

after dinner also 10 sth already so went home le...

happy but i really very tired...

will upload pic when i get it...^^

tired and sleepy~

im so sleepy and tired now...guess wht,tis 2 days i 5am woke up already...normally i woke up so early is because go for jogging,bt tis 2 days im not going jogging bt i going working...

because of the stupid aunty suddenly dun wan help my mom cook so nw my mom need go out work again...sighhh my mom still not yet fully recover and the stupid aunty did this to us...at 1st i worry of my mom so i go out help help her, see if she cant carry heavy stuff i able to help her...

bt actually i go out aso nth much can do,coz there already have 2 worker and my dad..but i at home nth to do aso,so just go out help help and of coz eat eat...hehe

today i read a book,which is last time i bought and no time to read...the book name is "Where rainbows end" by Cecelia Ahern, tis book really cant make me stop reading,coz i really so jealous of the friendship between Rosie and Alex...i not yet finish the book,bt i think 2mr i can finish it d...everyone who like to reading,i would like to suggest u guys read Cecelia Ahern's book..its quite nice and unique, and if u like failytale's story u can read the "A Place Called Here" by Cecelia Ahern...nice book...

nw i looking for this sat, if he free then i wan go gai gai...is like long time i din go for gai gai with him...and i wan go bookshop buy some new book already...when i buy alot of book, i will feel very happy...wee~

holiday~

finally i finished my exam today...but im not happy coz i have 1 month more holiday,nth much i can do on this holiday...sure boring like hell...

today after finished exam then go Decanter having lunch with my college buddies, the food there not bad and have some "dirty chat" with them, NT around sure have alot of dirty chat...hehe

after finished the lunch then we headed to Times Square,coz NT wan register the Maxis sth..after register NT need to go bek home coz her husband waiting her d...so Ryan,Winnie,Chui Ling and me walking around le...actually my leg very tired d,but they seem like still have energy to continue..

around 4pm sth then Johan called me asked me wan watch "Uninvited" anot, then i asked him y so early bek home then he said he not feeling well so took 2 hours's mc...then i asked him sick still wan watch movie then he said the movie if din watch then off show d...then i said nvm la,since he sick wat..bt he said canot must watch coz i said wan watch b4...so he asked me wait him at Times Square..then Winnie they all aso went bek d, after 20 min he reached d..

after that i make sure he ok then just gai gai while waiting the movie start..then we just walking around at sg wang, then finally he saw a sunglasses that he like and also suitable him..so he bought it, finally he bought it coz he was searching for long time ago already...

after that we went for dinner, we went for BBQ Plaza, then ordered a set then got J card so free 1 sth like potato..he 1st time ate BBQ Plaza, he said not really nice he said no taste and said no more next time...he weird, he is the 1st ppl said not nice..

after dinner then the show wan started d, so straightly went in the cinema...the show not bad, dun wan gv so many comment about the movie(sw u noe de la) haha...

after the movie we went bek le, coz me n him aso like not feeling well..when in the car he asked me take the tissue for him then i when i open then i saw 2 doreamon, which is i punished him buy for me...i never tot he so fast can get for me, b4 that i went so many MCD aso cant get the 2 diff doreamon...wee~ finally i get the 2 doreamon that i likes...hehe...thx my pid pid, u are so lovely..muakss...when reached hom i keep playing the 2 doreamon coz its soooo cute...wee~

happy day~

tis is rolling stamp doreamon...it hv a green ink and have 2 diff pic...

tis 1 is a time machine doreamon,it can move like the toy car that kid's play..

我知道-by2

从来没想过

不能再和你牵手

委屈时候

没有你陪着我心痛

一切都是我太过骄纵

以为你会懂

一直忘了说

我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我

虽然分开的理由

我们都以接受

你知道我会有多难过

所以即使到最后

还微笑着要我加油

我知道你还放不下我

才会在离开时

闭着眼没有回头

答应你 我会好好过

不让 这些眼泪 白流

dunoe y i love tis song so much

its make me think bek last time

really make me think bek of him,

the strong love and of coz those huge hurt...

i dislike u control me when i go out wit friend must reach home b4 12am

i aso less go out wit my friend already

y u still wan control me wor...

u go out wit friend i aso din control u must bek home early

i just dun like u control me!!!!

lifeless..

nth to do

so boring,wht can i do

dunoe y i started feel so annoyed aroud my life

i feel no target in my life

no meanigful

i dun wan holiday,it make me more lazy and lost

i wan working but my mom still not yet fully recover

i wan go out,but i no money

i wan to do many thing but like no heart to do it

i dun wan tis kind of life, coz i noe my life not suppose to be like tat..

i miss the old days...

recently life...

mum finally bek home from hospital...tis is the main reason to make me happy bek...during mum at hospital,i everyday aso busy like hell...everyday went hospital take care mum n everyday cook different porridge to mum..n need to over night at hospital,so suffer le...lucky mum so fast can come bek home d...thx God...nw wish mum n dad faster recover from those pain...

b4 mum n dad accident,me n bf sth happened...b4 mum n dad accident tat nite,me n him went small genting have a talk then end up cried...i dunoe wat can said but i just can promise no more next time...i wont simply think to end our relationship anymore,sorry being so emo and so sturbborn...when i need him the most he always besides me,but i still so naughty...nw he always said " u guai guai be my gf,dun think so much then enuf d.." that nite saw many firefly,normally when saw it i will happy,but tat nite is so sad n no mood...

nw need to rush 3 assigment,after tat i will be very free d...coz i already stop working at Pastis anymore..see mum hw,if she fully recover then i wan go to find another job again...

time to stop blogging then continue assigment d...everyone drive safe and alert othet car k...bye~

i must be strong..

i must take good care of my family...

tell myself tear canot drop,but when alone at here my tears still keep dropping...

im really so scare...

but i cant show the scare and worry infront of my dad,sis n bro..

so forcing myself must bear n stay strong...

everyone pls bkful when drive and alert other car..

cheers everyone..

lost...

我迷路了，

我茫然了，

我找不到那个爱你的我了。。。

not in the mood

this few days coz of sick so i aso not really in the mood,somore still need work nvm soon i can quit tis job d...^^(so who got part time job,can intro to me) tis few days i din really wan to talk wit him,when he asked me y then i told him "im not feeling well!" as my reason the main reason i aso dunoe y dun feel wan to talk wit him,just feel dun wan...kesian him got a gf that always emo n dun wan talk to him...Now doin assigment but i dun hv any idea want hw to do it,so terrible...

want to slp, but still cant slp although just ate medicine then got bit blur...and tis few days still like thinking alot,think those nonsense...just hate my brain y so pandai to think this n that...

Yest chat wit wei yeen,when chat wit her really make me so miss my secondary sch's life..miss them so much,last time used to laugh out loud like nobody business,sumtime besides class aso can heard my laugh's voice...hehe...n we used to chit chat in group when teacher went to meeting..i really miss my secondary life...

ok time to stop,i should continue for my assigment....

bye~

乱想~

越来越依赖你了，也好想好好的依赖下去

但我怕我们有一天真的会分开

也不是没有往好的方面去想

也许现在我们都很好，我们都很认真

但谁能告诉我以后的我们会怎样呢？？

会比现在更好，还是比朋友都还不如呢？

以我们现在的关系是没有可能可以让我想到很不好的方面的

但不知为什么就会想到

身边很多例子感情很好的情侣在一起很多年后

最后也是搞到分手的下场

我不想也这样，我很想与你有很好的未来

想那么多也许是怕失去你。。

i love pillow talk with you..

&

i love you

1st year anniversary ...

31/3/08 is very important moment for me n my pid pid...tat day is the day we couple,and i never tot tis relationship will maintain so long...until today is 1 year already le,maybe for other think 1 year oni ma..but for me is consider long already le,coz b4 those aso few month oni...so i very appreaciate tis relationship,n he said he do appreaciate aso...^^

b4 the nite he told me he will took leave for our big day,coz he scare he will work til very late so he took leave..hehe...so morning as usual i go for my class then class til 4pm then he come fetch me...then we headed to Pavillion for movie,we watched "Unborn" the movie still ok la,dunoe y today so many gay..at cinema beside me is 1 pair of gay partner n besides him aso got another pair gay partner...thn after go out from cinema then saw another gay partner again..omg~

after watching movie then we gai gai at pavillion then he keep asked wat time,then i asked him where we will having our dinner then he awile said dunoe awile said is suprise...then the time around 7 sth then he said can leave pavillion d...then i keep asking him goin where then he aso like dun wan answer...then when he drive keep turn here n there,then when at the jalan loke yew's roundabout then we saw the "Cafe cafe",then he asked me the food there nice anot then i said dunoe then he said lets go try lo...then i tell him very expensive de wor,then he said aiya our big day ma nvm de....so after tat we go in the restaurant,wah insides so beautiul and romantic then got lot candle on the table then i told him wao candle light dinner wer...maybe i watched too many movie then will feel abit scary..haha...then we go through the menu n decide eating wat...after few minutes,then we ordered d we order a set n another chicken n ordered 2 drink...while we eating then we aso got chat alot,we got chat alot last time...so happy when we refresh our memory...hehe...after finished our meal then we waiting the dessert..wait quite long le,then dessert finally served..then besides the cheesecake then still got another chocolate cake..then the chocolate got write sth,besides the chocolate cake got "happy 1st anniversary pid pid & kuek kuek"...tat time i get shocked then keep asked "ei ei y got tis de?"...haha..then i asked him then he just told me tat sat when he fetch me bek then he come tis restaurant b4 for asking and reserve about tis cake...then he said"our 1st anniversary ma so must got suprise de"...tat time i really so happy,then we slowly enjoy the 2 cakes...after finished the dessert then asked for the bill,the total of the bill is around RM200...thx pid pid for giving me the suprise...after tat he said go the place tat we start couple,so we went small genting then we find a place stand then we saw alot "ying hua cong"...hehe...last year got 1 or 2 oni,but today got alot le..the ying hua cong aso celebrates anniversary with us..hehe...after tat coz my leg so itchy so we planing to go bek,b4 go bek then we went sw's house taking the chocolate tat ml bought for us at langkawi...hehe....after chat awile then he send me bek,when reached my home then i asked him wait me awile coz i wan gv him the present...then i go my room to take for him,then he aso put the present at my gate there..then he said u almost step ur present..then i saw it is a big big card,then the card outsides he wrote some chiness word...then he keep asked me dun laugh,but i feel wan to laugh coz the chiness word....hahah....after tat gv him the good bye kiss then he go bek le,then i faster go into my room then see wat he wrote insides the card..the moment when i open the card i feel wanto cry n i feel so touch,i feel wan to hug him tight tight...coz insides the card he wrote sth then got alot our pic tat he cut into love shape...1st time he maked sth for me..i never thought got a guy will do tis thing for me...tis present is the best present from him...when saw the card i aso think actually we did almost same thing,coz i did a photo album for him...then when he bek home,he go to bath then go see the present then he saw the present then he said actually he wan so the photo album aso but he noe i likes to receive the card so he making 2 in 1...hehe...then we sms til 12am sth then slp le...i think when i slp aso smile,coz wat he did for me is make me so touch...hehe...

thx my pid pid for doing all the thing for me,n i aso know everytime that u said "i love you" and u aso meant it..n i aso noe everytime that we argue u aso feel very unhappy and no mood...i noe ur love to me is true and very serious on it...i want to let u noe,i aso mean it when i said i love you,everytime when we argue i aso no mood n unhappy,and i aso very serious on tis relationship...as u said we want to celebrate our anniversary til the end of our love... no matter wat hand hold hand to face n solve it kie...love u my pid pid~
Je veux que vous dans le reste de ma vie

tis is the chocolate cake...

we at small genting~

the card that he make for me...thx pid pid..when saw it i really touch til wan cry d...

tis is the photo album and the adidas porch bag for him..

emo day

i tot our love is strong and deep...i tot my love to u is 100% ..i tot our dun hv any problem...but nw i realised our love is not deep and strong yet...i realised my love to u i still hestitate..i realised our communication got problem..suddenly i realised many thing,its make me so annoying nw...i dunoe wht is love,why love make ppl missunderstant,make ppl hate each other,make a couple argue,make ppl cry like nobody business...since our start couple then u told me no matter wht but aso cant think of break up and say it,but yest is the 1st time i serious think bout it...although our problem is very small problem but if our love is strong then yest we wont argue coz of the small thing...a sweet sweet love is easy to contribute but the strong strong love like got a little bit hard..suddenly i feel wan to gv up all the thing...

Je déteste vous ..

i hate u...just far away from my life..i dun need u,coz u are nth....just go away...

test when u go heaven...

tis webpage can noe when u go heaven..lol...just try la...

http://www.huoguan.com/survey/lifetest.do

guess i still got hw long will go heaven??

deng deng deng deng~

您将于公元2068年04月03日去世！
您距离死亡还有： 59年 10月 23日 13时 8分 52秒

wah i still got 59 years le,tat time i is 80 years old...

wah so "long life" for wht wor..>.<

finally..

finally i know hw to design my blog's layout already...haha...so happy of that,i should thx shui may ya..hehe...maybe its a little bit cacat of my blog layout,but i tried my best to did this layout already...i will find a more suitable pic for the layout de le,gv me some time...hehe...happy~happy~

ahhh...

what happened to myself??

i dont know...

just want to keep think those negative's thing...

think until i drop my tears...

stupid la,wat happened??

slap me!!slap me!!!

幸福

假如世界上所有东西都会用100%来平量它的好和不好

那要用多少八仙来平量幸福呢？？

我是幸福的

但是我的幸福可以是0%吗？？

对，0%就足够了。。。

happy white valentine

feel wan to post sth,but dunoe wat to blog...haha...nvm just wish everyone happy white valentine...sorry my pid pid i really forget today is white valentine already...

i noe u wont see tis post but just appologize le...hehe

happy white valentine everyone...:)

没有所谓的幸福

我不是一定要你回来

只是当一个人又把记忆翻开的时候

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

personality test...

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education :
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

some is accurate some i dunoe le,coz hw ppl judge me i dunoe ma...hehe..btw just play for fun,if u guy feel boring just click here and test urself maybe u can know yourself better...;)

9/3/09 melacca 1 day trip...

monday is a public holiday so me n johan decided went malaca for 1 day trip,at 1st he said wan go zoo negara,but then the last decision we decided go melacca...so early in the morning like 8am sth he reached my house to pick me up already,then we start going melacca..around 1 hour more we reached the A Famosa,he tot wana go the zoo safari then see animal hais go so far d still haven die the heart wan to see animal...coz tat time too early so we go find sth to eat n go see see wat insides the Afamosa,wah insides got alot nice villa...after tat we cant find anything to eat so we went the resort function room there ate the brekfast buffer,the food is not nice and charge Rm 25 per person but we mei ban fa so just having our breakfast over there...after finish the breakfast then we went the zoo safari then when we line up to buy the ticket then we saw the ticket for enter the zoo safari is so expensive,Rm 48 per person...too expensive so we decided dun wan to go then go town to see got wat to play n see...so we leave Afamosa then go town,around half an hour then we reached the town le...then we simply drive around there then see any place to play,after tat we planed to park the car then walk walk around....so after tat we went the red house there walking around then half way start to raining already...tat time my mood really got affect by the weather,so that we decide go the museum see see while waiting the rain stop...around 1 hour more we hanging in the museum but the rain still haven stop,still got "mao mao yu"..so tat johan said we go car take the umbrella then go the Jonker street walk walk...after tat my leg cant tahan already,very tired le coz walking so long already..then johan said we sit the "bu bu car"(beca),when we sit on the bu bu car we feel so guilty coz the person old already n both of us so fat n he like no energy already...ahhh so guilty but half an hour he charge both of us Rm20...after tat we planned to watch movie lo,then we go watch "Street Flighter"..emm the movie not bad le,the Chun Li so beautiful n so charming...hehe...after movie we wan go for dinner,but the town when at night all close already and nth to eat....got 1 very famous de satay,but too many ppl to line up wait so we dun wan wait le coz quite hungry already....so we go turn turn turn aound the town,wah really cant anything to eat lo...then finally we saw 1 chiness restaurant then we just cincai go there having our dinner...hais tot can eat the melacca food but at nite all close alredy...so dissapoited la...after having dinner we going bek KL le,i tot dun wan slp then pei him chat when he driving but on half way i canot tahan already then i aso dunoe i fall slept le...when i woke up is almost reach KL le...hehe...emm btw really quite happy le,althought b4 tat day i was bu shuang himm but after tat i aso nth already...hehe...1 day trip really mean alot to me...hehe...:D

we at AFamosa resort's function room...

Red house



i love tis pic but y i close my eye????

old bu bu car at museum...

while waiting the rain stop..

our leg wit his shoes..still waitting the rain stop...

we at bu bu car...ppl so "samfu" then we njoy n taking pic...so bad~

~Je t'aime~