badme

few days ago i throw the temper to him again
and said those thing very hurt him
he try alot idea just t tam me and to make me happy bek
but i still din care of his feeling then keep hurting him
actually i noe is me "small gas" and i noe is not his false
but y everytime i still so sturborn and brutal
y he can forget and forgive wat i did but i cant
everytime like tis i really feel guilty after that bt y everytime guilty i still will repeat again
feel bad bt cant help
coz this is me
the real me..