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y la??i just came back few days then now u said u need to go outstation for working,somemore is so rush...just now when i get into ur car then u said have something wan tell me,on that time i noe is something bad because u like dun feel wan to tell me....when heard that i start to not really happy,but i cant show it to you if not u will worry..when diner and watch movie with you,i started to think if you suddenly got accidence over there then how(touch wood!!!)...i start to worry bout you...somemore need go there 1 week more...:(

bad weekend...

Last friday i going back Penang for attented my cousin sister's wedding...before that i was so happy,because everytime go back Penang except eat then still eat...hahaha...really have so many delicious food over there...all is so cheap and nice...but too bad i cant eat much this time,because when i go back there i sick already...hais...lost a nice chance to taste all the delicious food...SIGH...
1st day when reached there then having fever there,actually before going back i also start not feeling well,so i go drank "ku cha" and add those very bitter de chiness medicine already...normally i wont so willing go drink that but i know if i sick then when go back penang cant enjoy to the max already...but too bad when reached Penang my sick turned to more terrible...that night is having the wedding dinner already,so i just terpaksa go attented..because if i din go i just alone at home and nth can do aso...the night was so suffer,how i wish he just besides me and take care of me...but too bad that time he at KL...really so miss him that time...>.<
2nd day,morning my sick become more better already,this morning is cousin sister's married...she having 2 night wedding dinner,1 is at Penang another 1 night is at Alor Setar(her husband's side)..so tonight need to go Alor Setar...another day again need whole day at car...this night's dinner much more delicious that yesterday night that one...after finish the dinner need use 1 hour more travel back to Penang...that time i start flu already,so when reached home faster ate medicine then go slept...
3rd day...finally this day no more fever,but still got abit flu...today need go Ipoh awile then just go back KL....so today i got appetize already,so we had a breakfast at Penang,we go ate dim sum...tell u wat,there eat dim sum really so cheap..9 person ate oni RM70..if at KL,i think is more that RM 100 already...at night 11pm finally reached KL,i miss my house so much...so fast fast clean my clotes then go slept already..but who knows when i fall slept i keep wan wake up pangsai...whole night keep cirit -birit only...hais....thought can sleep well but who noe cirit-birit o...SIGHHH....
then this morning i din go for class,because i really no more energy already...so morning 7am sth as usual,he will msg me to wake me up...then i told him i din go for college because i cirit-birit,then he just asked me rest well at home...then slept until 9 sth,winie and issac msg me asked me where am i,then i just told then i din go for college..then i continue slept,until 10am i asked my bro go out dabao sth to me eat,but when he dabao back i cant finish it...i though no more cirit-birit already,but go 2 round somemore...this time i really no more energy already....when 1pm sth he msg me asked me feel better i aso no energy to reply him...just type short short reply him then i continue slept until 4pm sth...when woke up whole body keep sweating,after sweating i feel more better...until 6pm he msg me again asked me doin wat n feel ok anot,then asked me open door for him...actually i noe he will come find me after he work,so not really feel suprise le..hahaha...but i still happy la,because he come to find me and i few days din see him already...:)

i dunoe why i got tis feeling,but its really make me feel unhappy when with him...now become like less and less topic chat with him,and sumtime really will make me feel boring already...i just hope he wont realise this until i back to normal...sigh..i dunoe myself again...

不喜欢我就讲。。。不喜欢我就搬出去咯。。。那你们在这个家就可以为所欲为咯。。。讲我不尊敬你们，那你们何时尊敬过我呢？？？你们讨厌我，那我告诉你们我都很讨厌你们。。。从现在开始你们怎样对我，那我也会怎样对回你们。。。我不要在做个好人了。。。好人只有被别人欺负而已。。。。从今天开始我的眼泪不会在为你们而流。。。我讨厌你们，我也讨厌过去我 过分的从容你们。。。

sooo happy~

i'm so happy today..bcoz my parent bought me a new laptop...hehe...i love my laptop sooo much...thx parent for giving me the things that i want..i promise i will guai guai listen to both of u(but b4 tat i always is a good girl le) n study hard hard le...hehe...muaksss...
today i get my entreprenuership's results..guess wat i got 3 marks then get A already..hais....3 marks le...pls letcurel can u gv me more 3 marks??i noe that's imposible...
btw today is my happy day...:)

我不想在听到那些话了！！！
真的很不愿意在听到了。
心里有点不好受，
但不能 告诉你。。。
相处时间少了，聊天时间少了，
简讯也少传了。
好像没有话题了。。
什么都少了，
我们的感情会少吗？？
原来爱情很脆弱。。。
对你的爱一时很强烈，但一时很冷淡。
你会受的了我吗？？

今天终于见到他了。。。之前我告诉自己见到他时一定要紧紧的抱抱他一下，我想假如我主动那样他一定会很开心。。但是当见到他，我却不知为什么没那么做，我只是摸摸他的脸。。。虽然不是很久没见，但是之前两个月我们差不多天天都见面，而现在因为他开始做工所以几天没见了。。。原来真的会不习惯，之前会埋怨闷但是其实他不在我身边是那么的不自在。。。所以我想我会珍惜我们见面的时间了。。。
明天我要自己去做工和回家了，想到都痛苦了。。。要很早的起身，要自己去做工，做工做到累了要自己回。。。哎哟痛苦死了。。。当他载我回家时，他一直问我明天真的可以自己去做工和准时起身吗？我一直都说可以，（我心想难道我可以说不可以吗？）没办法啊你都需要做工。。。你知道吗你一直吩咐我要小心要注意这个和那个，这样会让我觉得我很没用啦。。。在没有你之前我都很独立的啊，所以请你相信我是可以的，好吗？？
现在才发现原来你的影子已在我的生活里出没和围绕，而我也开始习惯有你了。。。