Thursday, April 23, 2009

recently life...

mum finally bek home from hospital...tis is the main reason to make me happy bek...during mum at hospital,i everyday aso busy like hell...everyday went hospital take care mum n everyday cook different porridge to mum..n need to over night at hospital,so suffer le...lucky mum so fast can come bek home d...thx God...nw wish mum n dad faster recover from those pain...
b4 mum n dad accident,me n bf sth happened...b4 mum n dad accident tat nite,me n him went small genting have a talk then end up cried...i dunoe wat can said but i just can promise no more next time...i wont simply think to end our relationship anymore,sorry being so emo and so sturbborn...when i need him the most he always besides me,but i still so naughty...nw he always said " u guai guai be my gf,dun think so much then enuf d.." that nite saw many firefly,normally when saw it i will happy,but tat nite is so sad n no mood...
nw need to rush 3 assigment,after tat i will be very free d...coz i already stop working at Pastis anymore..see mum hw,if she fully recover then i wan go to find another job again...
time to stop blogging then continue assigment d...everyone drive safe and alert othet car k...bye~

Saturday, April 18, 2009

i must be strong..
i must take good care of my family...
tell myself tear canot drop,but when alone at here my tears still keep dropping...
im really so scare...
but i cant show the scare and worry infront of my dad,sis n bro..
so forcing myself must bear n stay strong...
everyone pls bkful when drive and alert other car..
cheers everyone..

Thursday, April 16, 2009

lost...

我迷路了,
我茫然了,
我找不到那个爱你的我了。。。

Sunday, April 12, 2009

not in the mood

this few days coz of sick so i aso not really in the mood,somore still need work nvm soon i can quit tis job d...^^(so who got part time job,can intro to me) tis few days i din really wan to talk wit him,when he asked me y then i told him "im not feeling well!" as my reason the main reason i aso dunoe y dun feel wan to talk wit him,just feel dun wan...kesian him got a gf that always emo n dun wan talk to him...Now doin assigment but i dun hv any idea want hw to do it,so terrible...
want to slp, but still cant slp although just ate medicine then got bit blur...and tis few days still like thinking alot,think those nonsense...just hate my brain y so pandai to think this n that...
Yest chat wit wei yeen,when chat wit her really make me so miss my secondary sch's life..miss them so much,last time used to laugh out loud like nobody business,sumtime besides class aso can heard my laugh's voice...hehe...n we used to chit chat in group when teacher went to meeting..i really miss my secondary life...
ok time to stop,i should continue for my assigment....
bye~

Thursday, April 9, 2009

乱想~

越来越依赖你了,也好想好好的依赖下去
但我怕我们有一天真的会分开
也不是没有往好的方面去想
也许现在我们都很好,我们都很认真
但谁能告诉我以后的我们会怎样呢??
会比现在更好,还是比朋友都还不如呢?
以我们现在的关系是没有可能可以让我想到很不好的方面的
但不知为什么就会想到
身边很多例子感情很好的情侣在一起很多年后
最后也是搞到分手的下场
我不想也这样,我很想与你有很好的未来
想那么多也许是怕失去你。。

Monday, April 6, 2009

i love pillow talk with you..
&
i love you

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

1st year anniversary ...

31/3/08 is very important moment for me n my pid pid...tat day is the day we couple,and i never tot tis relationship will maintain so long...until today is 1 year already le,maybe for other think 1 year oni ma..but for me is consider long already le,coz b4 those aso few month oni...so i very appreaciate tis relationship,n he said he do appreaciate aso...^^

b4 the nite he told me he will took leave for our big day,coz he scare he will work til very late so he took leave..hehe...so morning as usual i go for my class then class til 4pm then he come fetch me...then we headed to Pavillion for movie,we watched "Unborn" the movie still ok la,dunoe y today so many gay..at cinema beside me is 1 pair of gay partner n besides him aso got another pair gay partner...thn after go out from cinema then saw another gay partner again..omg~
after watching movie then we gai gai at pavillion then he keep asked wat time,then i asked him where we will having our dinner then he awile said dunoe awile said is suprise...then the time around 7 sth then he said can leave pavillion d...then i keep asking him goin where then he aso like dun wan answer...then when he drive keep turn here n there,then when at the jalan loke yew's roundabout then we saw the "Cafe cafe",then he asked me the food there nice anot then i said dunoe then he said lets go try lo...then i tell him very expensive de wor,then he said aiya our big day ma nvm de....so after tat we go in the restaurant,wah insides so beautiul and romantic then got lot candle on the table then i told him wao candle light dinner wer...maybe i watched too many movie then will feel abit scary..haha...then we go through the menu n decide eating wat...after few minutes,then we ordered d we order a set n another chicken n ordered 2 drink...while we eating then we aso got chat alot,we got chat alot last time...so happy when we refresh our memory...hehe...after finished our meal then we waiting the dessert..wait quite long le,then dessert finally served..then besides the cheesecake then still got another chocolate cake..then the chocolate got write sth,besides the chocolate cake got "happy 1st anniversary pid pid & kuek kuek"...tat time i get shocked then keep asked "ei ei y got tis de?"...haha..then i asked him then he just told me tat sat when he fetch me bek then he come tis restaurant b4 for asking and reserve about tis cake...then he said"our 1st anniversary ma so must got suprise de"...tat time i really so happy,then we slowly enjoy the 2 cakes...after finished the dessert then asked for the bill,the total of the bill is around RM200...thx pid pid for giving me the suprise...after tat he said go the place tat we start couple,so we went small genting then we find a place stand then we saw alot "ying hua cong"...hehe...last year got 1 or 2 oni,but today got alot le..the ying hua cong aso celebrates anniversary with us..hehe...after tat coz my leg so itchy so we planing to go bek,b4 go bek then we went sw's house taking the chocolate tat ml bought for us at langkawi...hehe....after chat awile then he send me bek,when reached my home then i asked him wait me awile coz i wan gv him the present...then i go my room to take for him,then he aso put the present at my gate there..then he said u almost step ur present..then i saw it is a big big card,then the card outsides he wrote some chiness word...then he keep asked me dun laugh,but i feel wan to laugh coz the chiness word....hahah....after tat gv him the good bye kiss then he go bek le,then i faster go into my room then see wat he wrote insides the card..the moment when i open the card i feel wanto cry n i feel so touch,i feel wan to hug him tight tight...coz insides the card he wrote sth then got alot our pic tat he cut into love shape...1st time he maked sth for me..i never thought got a guy will do tis thing for me...tis present is the best present from him...when saw the card i aso think actually we did almost same thing,coz i did a photo album for him...then when he bek home,he go to bath then go see the present then he saw the present then he said actually he wan so the photo album aso but he noe i likes to receive the card so he making 2 in 1...hehe...then we sms til 12am sth then slp le...i think when i slp aso smile,coz wat he did for me is make me so touch...hehe...


thx my pid pid for doing all the thing for me,n i aso know everytime that u said "i love you" and u aso meant it..n i aso noe everytime that we argue u aso feel very unhappy and no mood...i noe ur love to me is true and very serious on it...i want to let u noe,i aso mean it when i said i love you,everytime when we argue i aso no mood n unhappy,and i aso very serious on tis relationship...as u said we want to celebrate our anniversary til the end of our love... no matter wat hand hold hand to face n solve it kie...love u my pid pid~
Je veux que vous dans le reste de ma vie

tis is the chocolate cake...

we at small genting~

the card that he make for me...thx pid pid..when saw it i really touch til wan cry d...

tis is the photo album and the adidas porch bag for him..