两个人的心仿佛越走越远了

RIP Bobby

this morning dad called kawai
then kawai said:" jie,bobby was passed away d"
then 3 of us faster go open the door see where is bobby
then dad already reach home
so we go padang there take bobby's body
when i see bobby's body i feel so sad and guilty
feel so bad
regret y din take good care of him
>.<
really not used to it when come bek home din see him
sob sob~
Bobby RIP ya...
jie jie love you

tired..

im tired
tired like hell
worry about him,stress of assigment...
>.<
tis few days like not enuf time to rest
now i wish 1 day got 48 hours for me
so i can take good care of him and do my assigment and enuf time to rest
:P

heart pain..

heart feel so pain
yest when he working then sth explode after that his hand like tis already
when he called me and telling me i really get shocked
now he need rest til his hand recover bek then just can work
and he everyday need go clinic or hospital to wash the hand and put the cream
now when he bath,eat,wear clotes,take thing also got a little bit hard
and he cant eat his favourite food aso like egg,seafood and etc
hope the hand recover ASAP
>.<

歌

今天听了很多很多以前的歌
有很多不同的心情
有美好的，伤心的。。
我很开心因为让我想到的是美好比伤心比较多
谢谢宝贝的存在
:)

我有点不开心
不是一点我想我很不开心
自从那件事发生了以后
他很努力的尽量让我开心
但是我不知为什么就是开心不起来
我的心仿佛就像死了
我知道他很努力的让我知道他不是那样和他真的很爱我
但是我的心就很抗拒的爱他
我不知道为什么会这样
我找不到那个爱你的我
那个我在那里？？？
那个的我是累了？还是放弃了？ 还是不爱了？
宝贝，我知道你很努力着
但是我也很努力的找回爱你的我
假如找不回
那结束好吗？？

should i believe you??
should i end it??
what should i do now??
sigh