i dunoe why i got tis feeling,but its really make me feel unhappy when with him...now become like less and less topic chat with him,and sumtime really will make me feel boring already...i just hope he wont realise this until i back to normal...sigh..i dunoe myself again...

不喜欢我就讲。。。不喜欢我就搬出去咯。。。那你们在这个家就可以为所欲为咯。。。讲我不尊敬你们，那你们何时尊敬过我呢？？？你们讨厌我，那我告诉你们我都很讨厌你们。。。从现在开始你们怎样对我，那我也会怎样对回你们。。。我不要在做个好人了。。。好人只有被别人欺负而已。。。。从今天开始我的眼泪不会在为你们而流。。。我讨厌你们，我也讨厌过去我 过分的从容你们。。。

sooo happy~

i'm so happy today..bcoz my parent bought me a new laptop...hehe...i love my laptop sooo much...thx parent for giving me the things that i want..i promise i will guai guai listen to both of u(but b4 tat i always is a good girl le) n study hard hard le...hehe...muaksss...
today i get my entreprenuership's results..guess wat i got 3 marks then get A already..hais....3 marks le...pls letcurel can u gv me more 3 marks??i noe that's imposible...
btw today is my happy day...:)

我不想在听到那些话了！！！
真的很不愿意在听到了。
心里有点不好受，
但不能 告诉你。。。
相处时间少了，聊天时间少了，
简讯也少传了。
好像没有话题了。。
什么都少了，
我们的感情会少吗？？
原来爱情很脆弱。。。
对你的爱一时很强烈，但一时很冷淡。
你会受的了我吗？？

今天终于见到他了。。。之前我告诉自己见到他时一定要紧紧的抱抱他一下，我想假如我主动那样他一定会很开心。。但是当见到他，我却不知为什么没那么做，我只是摸摸他的脸。。。虽然不是很久没见，但是之前两个月我们差不多天天都见面，而现在因为他开始做工所以几天没见了。。。原来真的会不习惯，之前会埋怨闷但是其实他不在我身边是那么的不自在。。。所以我想我会珍惜我们见面的时间了。。。
明天我要自己去做工和回家了，想到都痛苦了。。。要很早的起身，要自己去做工，做工做到累了要自己回。。。哎哟痛苦死了。。。当他载我回家时，他一直问我明天真的可以自己去做工和准时起身吗？我一直都说可以，（我心想难道我可以说不可以吗？）没办法啊你都需要做工。。。你知道吗你一直吩咐我要小心要注意这个和那个，这样会让我觉得我很没用啦。。。在没有你之前我都很独立的啊，所以请你相信我是可以的，好吗？？
现在才发现原来你的影子已在我的生活里出没和围绕，而我也开始习惯有你了。。。

存爱

我把我们的爱埋藏在父母的房间里，这样我们的爱就一直存在。。。这份爱真的就会一直存在吗？？但是即使不会一直的存在，那份爱也曾经的存在过。。。我们也应该为曾经而开心不是吗？？

The Cave(couple restaurant) 08/08/08

yesterday after class then going lunch with him,but dunoe where to eat so i suggest went ss2 to see see got what eat,so when reach ss2 we drive here and there see got wht to eat...finally we saw a shop which have a special outlook,the restaurant like the cave..so he suggest eat over there...

tis is the restaurant...have a special outlook...

this is insides the restaurant...insides look like the cave....

while i thinking wat to eat then he tasting his hp camera....swt~

finally we order the food already..so we take pic while waiting the food come..hehe...he said tis pic he look more fair that me...swt...

tis beverage called "starawberry supprise",that is a strawberry mixed pineapple...i wonder why beverage we always order aso tis kind colour...

mushroom soup...this soup quite nice le,bcoz insides have many mushroom...too bad he dislike it...wahahaha~


linguine carbonara...this really "ngam" our taste...who love carbonara i think should try this...really delicious...



this 1 dunoe what soba...seriously tis 1 not really nice...but i like the white carot,coz it absorb the soup....


blueberry cheesecake...our favourite~i think this is the best cheesecake that i ate before....really very cheessy~yummy...


after finish eat,i went in toilet to take pic..hehe...

tis is the way he drive n scold ppl "BODOH"...haha...

i have a nice day wit him..we went the nice restaurant,eat the nice food..although got bit expensive but really that is worth...after that i accompany him to see skin specialist,bcoz his toe skin got some problem....when saw his toe i aso feel geli n heart pain lo...btw i realise something,i think is something good...hehe...080808 nice day for me...