moody...

just nw sun called me again....as usual he will asked me hw the study,hws the work,hws my life and last he will asked hws me n my bf...everytime he asked me tis Q i aso cincai to answer him,i sure will said emm soso le,nth special although im happy wit my bf.....then tonite his mood not really stable then he chat bek last time de thing wit me,chat bout hw we noe each other,hw he start got feeling to me,hw he let me go from his hand and many many...n he do rmb tis year end of march is our noe each other 4 years le...wao i really cant rmb it,but he can rmb and told me...he said he dont's wish to be my "guo ge" in my life,he don't wish to be my best friend...i donoe y i not dare to tell him,i really happy wit my bf...am i bad??i just told him future thing nobody can predict...sigh...he said he wait n wait but seem like equals to zero.he said everytime when he heard im broke up wit bf he will feel alittle bit happy,but everytime aso not him....hais...wat he said really make me dunoe hw...:/

happy 2009~

harlo ppl happy new year 2009...emm today finally free and sat dw in front pc to update my blog here..last 2 week keep hang out n less stay at home,so my parent nagged at me everyday when saw me...emm feel so bad,coz always nag me...:/ but i noe they also worry bout me oni..hehe...

31 december 2008

new year eve,early morning i went jogging wt sw n bf...actually tat day din really jog,coz later noon need to go genting wit bf,ml n bert...so i want save my evergy..hehe..so we just walk walk all the way,of coz sure got jog bit la if not get scolded lo...emm all the way keep talk t sw and keep laugh aso...hehe...after finnished jogging then we went sri petaling for breakfast...after tat send sw went bek home then bak my house t prepare ourself and go genting...12pm like tat we went fetched ml n bert then we start to go genting,reached genting aso 1 sth like tat already..then we went themapark to play,actually i no dare to play de but bf keep force me t play n when played the "hao dao chuan" really make me feel wan to vomit and not feeling well..but after that aso ok already..then suddenly raining o, so we cant play d so go bek the 1st world there and find sth to eat...we have no idea wat t eat so keep walking around t search sth t eat...after tat bf suggest to ate buffer,so we went the 1st world there got 1 buffer but forget the restaurant name...actually is rm60/person but then bert got genting card so is rm50/person...so as usual when enter the buffer restaurant he sure ate alot,ate non stop...i really dun undertstant y he can ate so much n feel not full yet...swt~after movie we went walk wak awile coz 930 we need go for our movie 'IP MAN"...1st time watch movie at genting,emm feel not bad...n the show so funny but maybe im too tired so keep feel wan t slp...11pm finished the show so we went out the themepark there find ml n bert,coz they din join us watch movie..coz tis year genting have 2 place got firework performing 1 is themepark 1 is genting hotel so after dicsuss we decide to went the genting hotel there to watch the firework...so crowded over there and we finally find a nice place to waiting the forework,emm the weather quite cold....finally 12am shape the firwowork show started d,wah the firework is really so near t us,1st time the firework so near to me ,and 1st time celebrate the new year wit bf...really sooo happy and he did make my wish comes true...:) after the firework,bf said not go bek sure jam like hell so we went walk walk around the genting until 2am like tat just started go bek home...after get into car i straight away slp d,coz next day i still need to t work le...so pity me....when he told me reached home is 4am d,its really late le....then afer bek home i din change my clotes then slept d.coz i really very tired already le i feel like no more energy...after 10 min bf msg me said that he reached home d,he sure drove very fast tat day feel wan t scold him but i realy too tired le so leave it t the next day...so my eve is passed like tis,overall i very happy on tat day le...

1 january 2009

hais ppl is on holiday la but i need woke up early t work...:/ feel so dun wan t work but think today is public holiday so must work...heheeh...n dunoe y alll the customers like wana gv trouble to us...so pissed off those costomers, i already so tired and yet need to face those stubborn's customers really make me so pissed off...eee hate it....n nicole do discuss the chocolate kiosk wit me,i wan more money so i promise her i work everyday from morning 10am t 10pm....:/ hais i dunoe i can tahan anot,hope i can....although at kiosk there nth to do but need t tahan the cold...there very cold,last year i aso tahan everyday like tat but tat time just 10am to 6pm but nw is 12 hours per day....need money for the redang trip..actually i really feel tired of working already but i cant stop work coz if no work then i no money to go out and tis and tat..hais really so fan...:/

all the pic still at my bf there so cant upload now...if got mood will upload next time when get the those pic...hehehe...:) stay happy everyone...

finally finished all the exam le...over d le..wee~2mr is 2008 last day le...emm 2009 coming soon le...must hao hao plan my new year eve,christmas not happy d so new year must happy happy...hehe...2mr bf will took leave then we go out whole day...wee~but dunoe where to go le...emm people any suggestion???still rmb last year went celebrates wit sw,ml,jas,bf and sc...but tis year less sc d...and think jas wont celebrates wit us le...last year me n bf still not yet couple and is the 1st time we hang out togather,but tis year we couple d..so must hao hao de treasure...:)

tis year...many thing was happened....of coz got good or got bad...the bad thing happend tis year i think is really make me cant forget it in my whole life...btw i miss HIM...alot alot...the 1 million star got a guy look alike wit him,so i always told my sis "he haven die yet,he just went taiwan for the singing competition..." sigh~

tis year always has argument wit bro,bro grow up d le...he is not longer tat 'little didi" for me le...ya aso de,i should not campur tangan so much on his thing,he noe hw to think aso...and sis aso i think dun need to care them so much d...they grow up le...they grow up i should be happy coz dun need like a nanny always nag here nag there..

emm n tis year my friendship soso oni...sumtime good sumtime bad...but overall still ok la...my gal i still always heart them,n my bro...:)

tis year march...he enter t my life..emm wat i can say is thx he always be there for me...:)

emm suddenly feel lazy to continue to type d...emm update if i feel wan to..hehe..

wish everyone happy new year 2009...:)

i do care!!!

emm just now,after i cheaning my room then i nth to do so i go to check my friendster,my facebook and my hotmail...after tat nth to do and aso dunoe got wat to do so i log in his fs's account then view bek all the testi his friend was send him...emm i realised sth that make me not really happy...i found out he treat tat gal who used to aimei wit him last time very good and think he is very love her,coz the way he wrote testi to tat gal is soo.....y he never drop tis kind testi to me aso...:( and i found out he bought a ring for his ex gf,n guess he still wearing ,he said when he saw tat ring he will rmb the person who he used to love...he got few ring on his fingers,i dunoe which 1 is tat ring is belong to him n his ex....if he still wearing should i ask him dun wear??i feel like im not the oni 1 who he treated good...i suddenly feel like im not important to him... i feel like the way he love me is just very normal and not special...y gal do care tis small thing le??? somore all is passed....in this 9 months i really so happy wit him,we never had a serious argument...in tis 9 months for me i realy feel so special,coz i never spent time wit a guy so much like tis 9 months b4...all is so memorable and special for me..

emm today finally got 1 day is spent whole day with him,but dunoe y not really happy...:/

today early in the morning we went jogging,maybe long time din jogging so jogg awile then very the tired already...after tat go bek my house let me gao tim my thing and cook breakfast for him(sumtime im a good gf)..hehe...after t gao tim then he aso ga bek home gao tim himself...after tat we went cineleisure,the curve and ikano....emm the decoration at the curve and ikano very nice le...we walk walk there,watch movie then dinner there....emm suppose i should happy,coz really long time din spent whole day wit him but dune y im not really happy....

merry christmas everyone...

冬至快乐。。。

我喜欢冬至，因为有的吃我最爱的汤圆。。。嘻嘻。。。今年我总共搓了两次汤圆，昨天在他的家搓一次然后今天在家又搓多一次。。。很懒惰继续写下去，所以我就upload 照片给你们看我做的汤圆好了。。。嘻嘻。。。

把它搓成汤圆时拍一张照，这是在他家弄的。。。

我们弄得粉红白汤圆。。。

他的什么都有汤圆，注意看有长形的，有四方形的，由心形的。。。

这是今早在家搓的“福气”汤圆。。。

我的 “爱心”汤圆。。。

最后我的“福气”和“爱心”汤圆团聚在一起，也准备让我吃了。。哇哈哈。。

bye by my long hair,welcome my short hair...:)

finally i went to saloon too "settle" that long long hair...now my hair become very short already,when i touch it or saw it also feel weird werid...hehe...yest after submit all my assigment,then gavin come my college pick me up go for lunch n go see anything can buy for sze,but end up both of us very lazy so after lunch then he fetch me bek home..after home i nth t do so i decide go cut my hair and rebonding it, 1 years more din go rebonding my hair d...from 4pm went salloon then 9pm just gao dim,sit til my "pi ku" also pain pain d le....hehe...emm let me update the pic show show my hair...hehe

emm ok boh??

side view of my hair