bad day??good day??

yest hang out wit johan,sw and her friend(mh)...suppose is a happy day,but before that has a small argument wit bf,actually not consider an argument just "nao pi qi"...so while waiting sw n mh,he at my house we aso din talk i on9 chating then he laying on my bed...because of i keep chating then ignore him so he take all the pillow throwing on me,but i still ignore him coz i dunoe wat to talk wit him...after tat sw sms me said can start go now,so i told him but he "hen you nian" like tat ,wan me tam him n go to hug hug him...coz of dun wan let sw n mh wait so i go to cincai hug him then go out...while on the way going, we very quiet coz realy dunoe wat to talk...then he asked me how to go the place,so i show him the road so just got talk awile.(actually he noe how to go tat place,but he act forget)tat time is 8pm like tat already,so the way to go in tat Thai restaurant is very dark and hard to find,so when go in tat place i aso feel scary,scare suddenly got sumthing come out..haha...when reached there,coz dun wan spoit the good day and show my black face in front of mh so i pretent bek nth to him,but aso very the bu shuang him...emm the dish not as good as last time we ate,not spicy at all...but nvm coz have a good chat wit them(of coz not including bf)...
after tat we went pavillion watch "twillight",emm i watch again...coz the movie is very romance and nice...the 1st time i watched wit Sun,but the romance movie i think is suitable watch wit bf but today is like tat so all the romance aso gone d...normally at cineme my hand will hold his hand to watch movie,but yest i din put my hand on his hand coz i telling sw tat the guy is the gal's father on tat movie then he suddenly said "u watched d then u dun say it out" ...tat time i really more angry that b4 lo,im not telling him also he so 38 wan to listen then wan said me like tat o...but after tat he keep loocking at me and wan my hand put on his hand but i pretent nth and pretent dunoe that..so after that we din talk anything until reahced my home...when he reached home he msg let me noe tat he reached home then i straighty said good nite to him d...then he bla bla bla awile but i din care just great him good nite...
btw have a nice hang out wit sw n mh...hope next time hang out wit u guys again...=)

Quite a long time i din update my blog,hw can i abandon my blog here le...hehe...actually nth special happened recently...my life just full of assigment, stress, and scare...so many assigment in tis sem, many til i cant breath la(of coz still can breath la,if not die d lo)...this friday is the submit day,after that i will happy and freedom like a bird fly on the sky(but im so fat,i can fly meh??swt..)and isaac promise me this friday he will give me the christmas present,i wonder what is that le...he said i definitely will love it...wee~hehe....

yesterday nite i 3.30am just slept,coz doin the assigment and chat wit ML...so today after woke up starting flu already..i reaslise nowaday i cant slept so late d if not next day i will start flu n not feeling well(ops old d)...n yest bring parent went the hulu langat place to ate thai food,my family also get shocked..lols...the food there very nice n cheap...we ordered 5 dish but just rm77 only..is a nice place...wee~

last friday me n bf so 38,got car dun wan drive then take lrt went klcc...but end up our tired like hell...thought go Isetan shopping,but nth new and special so next time go again..hehe..and at pc fair,i met alot my old friend then say hi to them,but bf aso very the 38 like so close wit my friend...make me so yu...then go find fatihan,i so miss her...then we chat quite alot,emm after i finish my assigment n exam then must ask her out...heheh...

actually got pic to upload to show but lazy le...upload next time ba...:P

very the emo~

everytime i wan chat wit u then u sure said wan slp de o...everytime i wan period then also like tat...slp slp slp...slp more important than me la...haiyer...

its like happen again...

lost again....

i hate it...

really, nth is forever goin well....

i just hope everything will like the old days that we used to be...

昨天在银行他传简讯告诉我，晚上我们不能去看戏了因为他可能会工作到很夜。。。那时我有点小失望，但知到他也因为工作嘛所以就算了。。当作打平咯，因为前天晚上我不能陪他看戏。。但是到了三点多，我在上着课的时候他突然打电话来说可以看戏了因为他就来可以放工了。。嘻嘻，我就知道他不会舍得拒绝我的。。。哈哈（很有脸酱！！！）
所以就如平常去midvalley等他咯。。。哪知等到六点，他说还在塞着车。。。他就叫我去他家等你先，哪知他哥没那么早回。。。那时真的很无奈咯，一个人坐在那儿傻傻的等。。。等了一会他打来说他妈和他哥在他家的路口等我，叫我去那里跟他们回家冲凉先。。。那时下着雨，所以我去到那里他妈已经拿着雨伞在那等我了。。。那种感觉真的很不好意识了，要他的妈妈拿雨伞在那儿等我。。。回到他家他妈说要煮饭，所以就帮忙但他妈不给我帮叫我去冲凉或者看书。。。和他妈谈天了一下然后就去冲凉，之后他都还没有回来我也不知要做什么才好所以我就拿我的assigment做，哪知做了一会我就睡了。。。我也不知我睡了多久，一直到他回来然后冲好凉坐在我旁边我才醒来。。。
那种在他家等他放工回来的感觉让我觉得我们彼此的距离又靠近了一些些。。。虽然等他的时候很无奈，但心里还是蛮开心的。。。尤其当我开我眼睛然后看到他那种感觉，那种感觉真的很好，很美妙。。。谢谢他给我满满的爱，谢谢他包容我的一切一切，谢谢他没放弃这段感情。。。这些想对他说的或许还太早，但是真的很感激他对我做的一切。。。

finally he come back already...lucky that i send wrong msg,if not his planing to gv me suprise sure will fail...wahahah...btw im so happy that he come back and planing to gv me suprise...

im so stress now..>.<

im so miss him..

i feel want to cry now...

i dunoe wat to do...

all the thing like not going smooth...

im suffering now...

i feel im so stupid...

i want him reassure me...

im headache now..

i need u support me now...

i need confidence...

im emo now...

i think im not ok now...